
I talked with New York based curator, Laurel Ptak, who started the blog http://www.iheartphotograph.com/ some 4 years ago. We talked via Skype chat. The above image was e-mailed to me from laurel, taken at a talk she did at Texas State called “Curating in and Around the Network” (photo by Barry Stone).
4/16/2010 ——————————————————————————-
laurelptak
11:04 AM
hihihi
david_horvitz
11:04 AM
hello!
laurelptak
11:04 AM
how are you???
david_horvitz
11:04 AM
I am good, just had some coffee.
How are you doing?
laurelptak
11:05 AM
me too, maybe too much
david_horvitz
11:05 AM
Yeah, me too.
laurelptak
11:07 AM
how is the library project going?
http://drugstorebeetle.wordpress.com/
david_horvitz
11:08 AM
They are all sent out.
laurelptak
11:09 AM
how do you know when things are accepted?
david_horvitz
11:09 AM
I don’t really….
If they list it in Worldcat I do
laurelptak
11:09 AM
yeah
david_horvitz
11:09 AM
and sometimes I get a thank you for the gift letter
but that’s about it
laurelptak
11:10 AM
do you have thoughts on the idea of ‘the gift’?
david_horvitz
11:10 AM
Yeah…
laurelptak
11:10 AM
seems to be a reoccurring strain in your work
or maybe ‘generosity’
is a better way to explain it about your practice
?
david_horvitz
11:11 AM
I’ve been thinking about the gift a lot, and the library project was an attempt to make an actual gift, instead of something being about a gift.
laurelptak
11:11 AM
why is this an important strategy for you?
david_horvitz
11:12 AM
In the case of the gift, it’s easy to say something is “about” it – but the gift has more potency when it is actually a gift. I used to make a lot of newsprint posters and give them away
and would think that was “a gift”
but then it became a problem for me b/c it seemed to be more about easy access to mass production
and more about surplus
laurelptak
11:14 AM
since you use a lot of digital tools towards this end i wonder if network culture frames these ideas of production and generosity or if it is incidental to it?
david_horvitz
11:15 AM
it def. does in the sense of production. and i am figuring out ways to incorporate generosity into it. like, the library project def. has generosity – but, lets say, the Kiosk project I did at Golden Parachutes in Berlin,
http://www.goldenparachutes.net/?p=david_horvitz_bio
I gave away the digital files – but I don’t know if that is “generosity” – that is jut the nature of digital communication – files, copies, transfers, etc…. it is meant to distribute…
laurelptak
11:17 AM
yeah, maybe digital communication seems to almost naturalize the possibility of generosity through cheap and global access, mass production etc?
and then we get to watch how hard corporations fight this will to generosity!
record industry, etc
david_horvitz
11:25 AM
Can I ask you some questions relating to the blog I made?
laurelptak
11:25 AM
yes!
david_horvitz
11:25 AM
I’m not sure where to start…
It is about the “online-following”
laurelptak
11:27 AM
i have a lot of thoughts on this
since i’ve been running a blog everyday for almost 4 yrs now http://www.iheartphotograph.com
david_horvitz
11:28 AM
yeah
laurelptak
11:28 AM
i went into it rather naively, but have had to think a lot about this stuff along the way. most recently, i have been thinking some about having an online audience demand to relate to you almost as an institution when you are just one person, you don’t have all this infrastructure behind you or might not exactly be ready for or aware of the responsibility this entails
david_horvitz
11:34 AM
do you feel you have a responsibility to the audience?
laurelptak
11:34 AM
absolutely
but that idea came to me over time
david_horvitz
11:35 AM
does this ever conflict with a responsibility to your own practice? and maybe to the artists you blog about?
laurelptak
11:35 AM
i think its important to explain that i started my blog as an entirely personal project. i really thought of it as my digital roladex. just a place to collect interesting things for myself. never imagined that anyone else would be looking/responding.
david_horvitz
11:36 AM
so, you never really promoted it, it just kind of slowly spread….
laurelptak
11:39 AM
well, i would say it spread rather quickly and without me consciously promoting it at all
i sent a link to literally 5 people maybe
who i thought would be interested or i would value their feedback
and from there there were non stop emails and page-views to the site
but i NEVER realized i was working with a ‘public medium’ let’s say until it started happening that way
david_horvitz
11:40 AM
and then at some point, instead of you sending it to others to ask for feedback – people began to look to you.
how did your thinking change?
laurelptak
11:41 AM
yes, and a lot of them very quickly
at first it was really nice
it felt like people to engage with or start a dialogue, to share information and ideas in a generous way
but quickly it was too much to respond to
david_horvitz
11:42 AM
yeah, it became a burden?
just one of you, and too many of them… too many to have a one-to-one communication…
laurelptak
11:42 AM
not a burden exactly, but i could never keep up with the demand for my attention and i felt guilty about that
it seemed like a contradiction, blogs were at that moment at least seen as valuable precisely b/c they represented the personal, the authentic, etc
but i couldn’t be personal to a global audience of many thousands of people in a meaningful way exactly
david_horvitz
11:44 AM
yeah
laurelptak
11:44 AM
i still haven’
t resolved how to “fix” this problem
david_horvitz
11:45 AM
have you ever thought of what you do as education?
laurelptak
11:45 AM
not exactly in those terms, but that is a good way to think of it maybe
david_horvitz
11:46 AM
or maybe even… a social responsibility – you have an audience, and you have the power to show them something interesting that they might not normally see.
sometimes I get emails from young people, and I feel I need to be a positive influence for them.
laurelptak
11:47 AM
well, i really became a curator to begin with b/c of my audience. it was never something i thought about professionally or tried to pursue at all. but i started to be asked to curate exhibitions because people who were looking at the blog liked what i did and started invited me to curate things ‘offline’. and many of the people who supported me in the beginning, who came out to see those shows etc were my audience, people who were paying attention to what i did online. so from the start I’
ve felt a huge connection and indebtedness to this audience.
and i suppose the idea of social responsibility is part of the terrain for curators, so yes, i definitely think of it that way consciously now. i think blogging and curating have a lot in common generally speaking. i suppose i think blogging is curating. it’s about selecting and thus by default promoting certain ideas/artworks/etc. over others. trying to forge a discourse.
david_horvitz
11:50 AM
yeah
laurelptak
11:51 AM
one thing i’ve been considering about blogging is how the production and the reflection happen all at once
do you know what i mean?
david_horvitz
11:51 AM
can you explain that
laurelptak
11:54 AM
well, i think this speaks to a larger shift, one that comes from the expectations of advanced capitalism in a global, digital, information-based economy. it’s the idea that the producer and the consumer are essentially now one in the same
david_horvitz
11:54 AM
yes
laurelptak
11:56 AM
and there are some startling things about what becomes required of us as digital laborers and how much responsibility we are willing to or forced to accept that i think forms like blogs are a perfect example of. also think of youtube. or designing your own sneakers at nike.com.
david_horvitz
11:57 AM
crowd sourcing?
laurelptak
11:57 AM
totally
i think an interesting question is who exactly is making us feel this sense of responsibility to an audience?
david_horvitz
11:59 AM
yeah, i’ve never thought about it from that angle.
Have you thought about that?
laurelptak
12:01 PM
no, it just kind of struck me now, i’ve been thinking about these ideas of immaterial labor more abstractly or theoretically so it’s a nice chance to talk to you about them more practically and how they relate to experience
david_horvitz
12:01 PM
What about a reciprocity in attention? If someone gives us their attention – that we should feel responsible to give something back.
laurelptak
12:04 PM
yes, that’s one layer, a sort of personal responsibility i would say. but it’s naïve to think about an audience’
s attention without also discussing other layers that have more to do with the way that capital functions (be it cultural or economic). think of the concept of ‘internet famous’ here. but also the economic imperative that is also latent in these forms, but also informing their creation. every time i log into blogger it asks me if i want to “monetize” (exact wording!) my blog by adding ads.
david_horvitz
12:05 PM
Where do you feel immaterial labor lies in your blog? Your blog as the labor for a larger structure? Or, also, something coming from below (your audience) that manifests into the blog? Though, how would labor of your audience inform your blog?
did that make sense?
laurelptak
12:05 PM
i think so
david_horvitz
12:06 PM
(On a side-note – we can talk about next – have you ever been contacted by companies b/c of your blog? To do work for them?)
laurelptak
12:06 PM
i think there is a direct way in which the labor of my blog is related to the labor of my audience. just like i take the time to post work, they take the time to think about what i post and to send me their work or suggestions in return.
(YES)
david_horvitz
12:08 PM
I see, and does this dialogue inform what you would post next? In a feedback sense? Or do you try to stay strictly on “your own” agenda? Though, what does “your own” even mean…..
laurelptak
12:09 PM
honestly it goes back and forth. there are phases when i really rely on my audience for content and time when i want to think more self-reflexively about contemporary photography as a discourse and how i might add to that with my choices, and during these time i tend to do more research
i used to really value feedback in terms of commenting in the beginning, but i’ve had to remove that feature over time b/c of the negative ways the audience used it which is interesting to me
david_horvitz
12:10 PM
Yeah, do you feel it is a way of navigating in between doing something for a large audience but also keeping some kind of integrity?
laurelptak
12:11 PM
yes, and my conclusion over time is that it’s really hard to have integrity AND a large audience
i’d personally rather have the former
one thing i think a lot about is how many different people look to my blog for different reasons, agendas even sometimes
i feel most comfortable with artists and educators using it as a resources for themselves or their students, when it functions more strictly in the realm of a kind of gift economy
it gets much more complicated and conflicting to me when i think about how gallerists or collectors or companies that want to advertise there want to use it for instance. of course i want artists to be able to make a living from what they do. but I’d prefer to stay out of that side of things. the blog ultimately facilitates connections between people. but of course I can’
t control the nature of those communications, nor would I want to.
david_horvitz
12:14 PM
want to talk about instances where you’ve been contacted?
laurelptak
12:14 PM
sure
david_horvitz
12:14 PM
i have some interesting stories…
laurelptak
12:14 PM
let’s hear!
david_horvitz
12:15 PM
the most straight forward thing that has happened was someone – I can’t remember what they were – some kind of trend watching company or something – they straight up asked: “How do you spread your ideas? We want to know how it is that we found out about you? What you did to hit our radar…” Like I had a secret marketing trick.
I love pretending to go along in these conversations to get a free lunch out of it!
laurelptak
12:16 PM
ha, yes, i mostly just get annoyed
david_horvitz
12:16 PM
yeah
laurelptak
12:16 PM
it feels so at odds with what i see as the radical potentiality of things like blogging, i am interested in actual peer-to-peer communication, not the marketing re-appropriation of it.
david_horvitz
12:17 PM
have people asked you to help/join them? or mostly, to try to advertise on your blog?
laurelptak
12:17 PM
YES often
both of these kinds of requests you mentioned happen weekly if not daily
in many different forms
i get a lot of lazy people asking me to do their jobs for them
like people who work in a highly paid, commercial context like an advertising agency asking me to recommend artists or to remind them of the name of an artist I posted about previously
i just ignore and try to stay out of it
david_horvitz
12:18 PM
give them fake artist names
laurelptak
12:19 PM
hahah, great strategy! i might borrow that.
david_horvitz
12:18 PM
yeah
i once went into a meeting at MTV
laurelptak
12:18 PM
what was it like?
david_horvitz
12:19 PM
it was really interesting b/c they had no idea what they wanted from me…
laurelptak
12:19 PM
hmmm, yeah, cultural capital is like that…
david_horvitz
12:19 PM
they just knew they came across something i did, thought it was interesting, saw that other people liked it, but had no idea how to use it.
sadly, they didn’t give me a lunch at that meeting
laurelptak
12:20 PM
it interests me that ideas about taking or borrowing or stealing function differently in artistic circles than in commercial ones
david_horvitz
12:21 PM
can you explain this some more?
laurelptak
12:22 PM
well, i would imagine you have a similar conversation among friends, artists all the time in a way. but when you are having it with MTV it becomes something very different.
david_horvitz
12:22 PM
yes
laurelptak
12:22 PM
that difference is interesting to think about
where does it come from?
b/c art is certainly an economic form too
david_horvitz
12:23 PM
exactly
laurelptak
12:23 PM
so the difference can’t sheerly be about $
something else is at work too
what do you think that is?
david_horvitz
12:23 PM
i don’t know if i can say this? a soul?
laurelptak
12:24 PM
haha
david_horvitz
12:24 PM
whatever that means?
laurelptak
12:24 PM
i might not have put it that way…
interesting that art requires ‘integrity’
what does that even mean?
how do these lines get drawn?
(just looking at the time and realizing i should go back to work. could we continue this tomorrow?? i’m really enjoying…hope you are too…)
maybe 1 tomorrow?
david_horvitz
12:26 PM
sounds good
see you then!
chat you then!
laurelptak
12:27 PM
cool
byeybybbye
david_horvitz
12:28 PM
byeeee
4/17/2010 ——————————————————————————-
laurelptak
1:02 PM
hey hihihi
are you ready for round 2??
david_horvitz
1:03 PM
hello!
laurelptak
1:03 PM
okay
laurelptak
1:28 PM
what’s the link again?
david_horvitz
1:29 PM
http://virtualparticipation.wordpress.com/
laurelptak
1:31 PM
i’m reading what you’ve written there…
“What negative and positive aspects arise when artists make something in context of art, puts in online, and a following forms of non-art-context-people?”
I’ve thought plenty about this one
It’s strange b/c I started with the fantasy that this was the most desirable scenario for art, that it could be approachable, widely circulated.
But then I think it comes back to the idea of being responsible to your audience that we chatted a bit about yesterday.
I had to turn off commenting on my blog for instance b/c the people who weren’t engaged in the art context would say things about people’s artworks that i thought might be embarrassing if the artists saw.
That was a strange feeling.
I felt like I had failed to instruct my audience how meaningfully to interact with these kinds of images.
So of course they would just say things like “awesome sunset!” when they saw Penelope Umbrico’s work http://iheartphotograph.blogspot.com/2007/12/penelope-umbrico.html
Totally missing the point of the work itself. Or maybe I was looking at it all wrong?
Maybe artists would appreciate this kind of response too? I mean I suppose it depends on the artist.
But it really struck me that the audience felt a different kind of responsibility towards looking in an online context than they would in a museum for instance.
That interests me.
One amazing thing about the blog for me is that almost daily I’ll get an email from a stranger that says something like “thank you so much for all the work you do” or “Looking at your blog inspires me” etc.
I’ve never had anyone thank me for a job I was paid to do!
Not on that mass and continual a basis anyways.
david_horvitz
1:41 PM
yeah, that is nice, that someone is learning or getting something out of it.
laurelptak
1:41 PM
Those emails make me understand what I’m doing as building a kind of community, though i think this sense of an internet community is a bit fractured.
david_horvitz
1:41 PM
Can you explain the fractured?
laurelptak
1:42 PM
Well, when I think of let’s call them ‘real world’ collective endeavors I think there is more a sense of mutual participation in forming and agreeing or even arguing over something collectively for one thing.
The members of my blog’s ‘community’ might engage with one another or might not.
Directly I mean.
And they never have to come to any collective decisions with one another.
I wonder sometimes about if/how that could happen more effectively online.
david_horvitz
1:44 PM
Let me try to articulate something.
I am going to reverse around this statement: “What negative and positive aspects arise when artists make something in context of art, puts in online, and a following forms of non-art-context-people?”
Do you ever wonder about the status an artist may have when they do something in a more open creative online discourse?
Like, could there be a point, when the “artist” status doesn’t even matter?
Like for example, what is actually the difference between:
a) An artist doing something online (coming from an art background/context)
b) and then, say some random teenager who made something that went viral.
laurelptak
1:47 PM
I mean it’s pretty offensive to me that artists think the rules of their discourse should automatically extend beyond it
seems condescending i think
david_horvitz
1:48 PM
yes
laurelptak
1:48 PM
I get hung up on this problem a lot. It’s slippery terrain.
I mean it’s majorly important to me that art is inclusive and to some extent social but that is really hard to get right in practice!
I mean so that the power is actually equally distributed amongst all parties.
So that everyone has the same amount at stake.
I really think hard about those questions in almost every project I do.
Even if i don’t make that obvious or say it out loud.
I really struggle with those things when I develop a framework.
I’d be curious if this the same for you in your projects?
david_horvitz
1:51 PM
Sometimes I will hear about a project someone is going to do online, and I would be like, well, there’s hundreds of people already doing that online, and they don’t call themselves artists.
This reminds me of a studio visit I had with Cory Arcangel, where he said something like: It’s easy to get one step ahead of the art-world, but how do you get one-step ahead of that?
laurelptak
1:52 PM
Where would that place even be?
(i mean that more philosophically i guess)
david_horvitz
1:53 PM
That’s where all the trend-watchers want to be!
laurelptak
1:53 PM
But they are always two steps behind the art world!
They wait for artists to ‘innovate’
, they analyze that, and then they try and execute it for themselves.
david_horvitz
1:54 PM
how do you stop that?
laurelptak
1:54 PM
and maybe instead of ‘analyze it’ i should say sell it to a client
david_horvitz
1:55 PM
maybe you can’t stop it.
laurelptak
1:55 PM
maybe we have to work harder to create new forms that are not so easily commodifiable
david_horvitz
1:55 PM
yeah
laurelptak
1:55 PM
i think your work tries to do that somewhat sincerely
david_horvitz
1:55 PM
make nothing.
laurelptak
1:58 PM
i think a lot of what has been underpinning parts of our discussion come down to the fact that subversion of these systems seems rather hard contemporarily.
i think in some ways that’s why socially engaged art practices have sprung up so much recently, or we started to pay more attention to them anyway
they are an attempt to be contrarian
david_horvitz
1:59 PM
as a form of subversion?
laurelptak
1:59 PM
yeah
how does generosity become subverted by an ad agency for instance?
could it be?
david_horvitz
2:00 PM
Well…
In the sense of a new business model, of a model that is part gift part commerce.
That they learn they can give things away for free as a successful form of marketing.
laurelptak
2:01 PM
i see your point. maybe we have to work harder to find new strategies of opposition, like make our projects more sincerely dangerous?
not just a rhetorical kind of dangerousness.
which is easily re-appropriated for the wrong reasons.
but then i’m thinking of the che guevara t-shirt.

proof that that strategy might not work out either.
but part of the larger picture is maybe just how empty signification, representation has become. anything feels like it can be re-contextualized to so easily mean its polar opposite in contemporary life.
it’s a condition we’ve become accustomed to that might have had a kind of liberatory or radical potentiality at an earlier moment in time but now has been so absorbed into mainstream culture and more specifically capitalist culture in really excruciating ways.
postmodernism gone wrong.
maybe we have to start to insist again on fixed meanings for some things.
david_horvitz
4/17/10 2:06 PM
What problems do you see in socially engaged art?
laurelptak
2:12 PM
Socially engaged art is something I am really struggling to formulate a position on for myself.
david_horvitz
2:13 PM
Yeah, me too.
laurelptak
2:13 PM
It’s hard to generalize, because often the projects that fall under this heading can be quite different from one to the next. it’s important that we examine them in terms of their specificity i’
d say. but overall, in an intuitive sense these kinds of practices really feel right to me in a contemporary moment. and i have to wonder why?
i also feel its extremely important for us to critically engage with these kinds of practices. to examine what is really at stake in this kind of artwork? how does it function both in terms of the limits, conventions, and effectiveness of art practice but also in terms of the limits, conventions, and effectiveness of social practice? what kind of community does it seek to address and how does it position itself in relationship to this community? do all the players involved have an equal stake? how are the power and economic relations distributed? who decides how they are the way they are?
david_horvitz
2:13 PM
Yes
It’s easy for them to lose their criticality.
laurelptak
2:14 PM
well, i’
d say they have varying degrees of criticality to start with. and there is no one measure for criticality.
laurelptak
2:15 PM
for a long time now the going narrative about art seems to be something like: it is a semi-autonomous space that can present ‘other possibilities’ that don’t have to work in the ‘real world’ and that is why it is valuable.
That narrative can be hard for me to reconcile with many social engaged practices though
david_horvitz
2:16 PM
But for social practice, it is put into the real world, or, it uses the real world as its setting.
laurelptak
2:16 PM
but the art context it comes from can add some very problematic power constructions around it in my opinion.
or economic conditions. or sets of class relations.
maybe one parallel I could draw here comes from the discourse of criticism around photojournalism. similiar kinds of questions arise when ‘real life’ gets turned into a form of photographic representation. and isn’
t that, on some level what happens with these kinds of practices? the lines between what is actual (ie. social) and what is representational (ie. artistic) can be quite blurry.
…
david_horvitz
2:59 PM
Ok, my last thought.
laurelptak
2:59 PM
yeah
david_horvitz
2:59 PM
I think I must have been half asleep and on the verge of dreaming when I was pondering this last night, so maybe this is not interesting at all right now.
I was imagining going to the store to get something, and having to wait in line, or waiting in traffic to get to the store. Actually, I think it was more of a danger scenario, I imagined my movement to the store colliding with someone else’s movement, like a car accident.
And then I was like, “Wow, online, you don’t come into contact w/ the movement of others, I can never crash into someone else, even when they are going to the same place (site) as you”
laurelptak
3:00 PM
for me this points to the fact that we shouldn’t assume virtual participation is identical to actual participation. one is not meant to replace the other, they exist more as two different but complimentary modes i think (elsewhwere i’ve attempted to reflect on this curatorially with the ‘in real life’
project http://www.letsmeetinreallife.com).
your dream gets back to the thing i was trying to articulate earlier though about the way community is configured online. i think i called it a ‘fractured sense of community’ but that’
s a bit clumsy, there must be a better way to describe it. everyone is there but you can feel that no one is or vice versa. maybe what we really need is an updated set of terms, concepts, and models to more fully describe, discuss, and understand this online sense of community.